Thinking give or take a few butchery myself alot?(needs abet,definite answers lone please)?
im in pain.i just dont know what to do near all this pain.i dont know how to tell my mom i inevitability help and that ive been thinking about massacre myself.i just wish this pain would turn away.i wish i could be happy.im so depressed that i just cant rob it anymore.ive lost all hope in myself and in relations.i dont feel loved or excepted.i feel like the weird and wonderful one in everything.i dont have one friend at all.and i have it in mind it when i say that.when i think about massacre myself...i think that no one would even care or sense that i have left this world.
i just dont know what to do anymore.im so ardent.i cry soo much now.lately its been worse than before.my sister used to be my best friend and so did my mom.immediately they leave me out of almost everything.all they talk going on for is how i act now.i just dont hand over a * anymore.ive thought about turning to weed,but that doesnt seem strong enough to filch away my pain.i need help and idk how to attain it.im 14 years old.
my dad abused me for 3 yrs.
2 years ago my mom left him.
so im safe from that very soon.
i was molested a yr ago...and i never got closure...
it want my dad who molested me.
Best Answer: Parental abuse and molestation own long lasting effects, that is what you're experiencing. I am so sorry that happened to you. It happen to me too, at the same age. Please sit down with your mom and talk to her, she and your sister love you, possibly they just don't know how to help you. How could they? People that have be sexually abused can help you and so can a good counselor. Don't be afraid, dear one, reach out for assistance, reach out to save yourself - not kill. Suicide is a long permanent status solution to a temporary problem. You don't need weed, you need to speak to someone in detail about exactly what happened to you and you necessitate to learn in your heart that it was not your failure. It's not your fault. You didn't cause it, you couldn't control it, and you can't cure it. So get on beside your life now. God Bless.
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Hey! I typed up a long response to your other topic but it was closed. :( What I put in the other question: I deduce anyone who was molested would not get closure. I mean that's a pretty rough piece to go through and on top of that it's your family associate. It's good your mom left. That means she at lowest cares about you and herself enough to return with away from him. What I think you should do is go to a support group for people near similar situations as yours. Just remember, generally speaking people won't understand what you're going through. It's tough I know. Try the YWCA, Community Center (not the homeless one, the other one), or a chuch (which usually have support groups for various things, just go to one, and they're usually connected somehow and he/she should point you to the right one). Good luck! And don't whip your life away. You sound like such a nice being.
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Best Answer: Parental abuse and molestation own long lasting effects, that is what you're experiencing. I am so sorry that happened to you. It happen to me too, at the same age. Please sit down with your mom and talk to her, she and your sister love you, possibly they just don't know how to help you. How could they? People that have be sexually abused can help you and so can a good counselor. Don't be afraid, dear one, reach out for assistance, reach out to save yourself - not kill. Suicide is a long permanent status solution to a temporary problem. You don't need weed, you need to speak to someone in detail about exactly what happened to you and you necessitate to learn in your heart that it was not your failure. It's not your fault. You didn't cause it, you couldn't control it, and you can't cure it. So get on beside your life now. God Bless.
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Please email me, I understand what you are going through and its more private. I am a Christian mum beside two daughters 19 & 24.Look at my profile for my email.My sister keep crying for no apology?
You're mum and sister would both notice, and both care. Treasure them, talk to them. If you'd fairly sort it all out by yourself, then get a doctors appointment and converse to the doctor, they're good with this stuff =) As much as you may think chitchat to others will make everything better, it's my experience that doctors are ALOT better at choosing the right words than even your closest friends. Edit: I don't know your religion, and i don't judge people base on their religion, but when someone answers a mental health question with anything religious i would cross-question their motives.Hey! I typed up a long response to your other topic but it was closed. :( What I put in the other question: I deduce anyone who was molested would not get closure. I mean that's a pretty rough piece to go through and on top of that it's your family associate. It's good your mom left. That means she at lowest cares about you and herself enough to return with away from him. What I think you should do is go to a support group for people near similar situations as yours. Just remember, generally speaking people won't understand what you're going through. It's tough I know. Try the YWCA, Community Center (not the homeless one, the other one), or a chuch (which usually have support groups for various things, just go to one, and they're usually connected somehow and he/she should point you to the right one). Good luck! And don't whip your life away. You sound like such a nice being.
Hearing voice contained by leader?
Sweetheart, I don't think there is anything I can say to improve your hurt and depression but I do wonder about somethings. Like do your Mum and sister know that your Dad abused you? If not, then they have no command of why you behave as you do. They probably think that you have shut then out (which it sounds as if you have) and that your angry demeanour is directed at them when, I suspect it is directed at your father but you are taking it out on them. Can you talk to them? If not, I would seriously suggest that talk to an adult you trust, or a university counsellor. I can assure you that if you took the route you are suggesting your Mum and sister would be devastated that they had not known how hurt and depressed you are and why. No matter how much you grain that no-one would miss you or care I know that they would be devastated if you took that course of action and forever blame themselves for not knowing what drove you that way and for not mortal able to help you through tough times. You are brave to acknowledge that you need assist so the next step is to find the help you need. I sincerely hope you can find it, from your house or from school or even go talk to your doctor nearly how you feel as s/he maybe able to arrange sustain for you. You should not have to suffer alone - help is out there if you know where on earth to look. Hope this helps.I perceive awful and depressed alll the time?
Email me. I'm 14 too. And we can talk, I think we could be friends(:Related Questions...
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